raraaawwwrrr . early in the morning, ive been crying like one hell , and sumpah , im nt kidding.

becos of sumthin, sumthing tht reeli hurts me, make me down like one shit. i on the water , running and been flowing from the pipe ,and im crying under it with my tears rolling down my cheek. haih. if only i neh tell lulu about it , i guess this wont had hurt me. im reeli sorry ash and lulu. i shouldnt have entered in your life. im soo stupid and call me one just for this mistake. i know this isa n old stry but i just cant let this go easily. ash, its not that eina dah taknak contact ngan ash , but its friendship that counts . my friendship with lulu. i dont want her to be hurt becos of me pernah suker kn ash dulu. but i just like you macam kawan seii .not that obsessed like i love other guys . kenaper lulu tak bilang eina yang lulu pernah sukerkn ash? lulu taw tak eina reeli hurt cos i felt that im in the wrong . ash , i know you are angry with me saying those things to you . i know.

just now , mit ash and his fwen at amk hub . wth ! eina kene kacauu perhh . rabakk . eina is an goody girl okie basturd . grrrrr . so merepek sia tady , elson , you make me lugh so much sia . just feel like crying cos of happiness . and thns ash , we are reeli fwens okie . eina wont hurt you . no more kays . hope to meet you up soon again and also thns tady antar eina sampai kat bawah blokk taw . ahhah .. reeli thns ash .

labels : i wanna succeed like my other friends .